Herkese merhaba. Anlataca\u011f\u0131m olay\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda 22 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Hen\u00fcz \u00fcniversite \u00f6\u011frencisi oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in ailemle birlikte \u0130stanbul’da ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Amcam birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce teyzemden bo\u015fand\u0131 ve 3 \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla ya\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Amcam \u015firketin personel m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in maddi durumu iyi ama \u00e7ok e\u015fi oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu amcas\u0131 veya teyzesinin yan\u0131nda yani bizde ya\u015f\u0131yor. Amcam\u0131n iki k\u0131z\u0131 ve bir o\u011flu var. O\u011flu benden bir ya\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, k\u0131zlar\u0131ndan biri Arzu 16, di\u011fer k\u0131z\u0131 da benden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck. <\/p>\n
Yaz\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar bize geldi. Birlikte harika zaman ge\u00e7irdik. Ama bazen Desire’\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcyen v\u00fccudu dikkatimi \u00e7ekti ve yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla uyand\u0131m. Ama sonra amcam\u0131n o\u011flu hakk\u0131nda b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in kendime k\u0131zd\u0131m. \u00c7ocuklar bizimle ya\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131ktan yakla\u015f\u0131k 15-20 g\u00fcn sonra teyzeler T\u00fcrkiye’ye tatil i\u00e7in Hollanda’dan ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar. Bursa’da eni\u015ftemin akrabalar\u0131nda birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn kald\u0131ktan sonra bize geldiler. Ev \u00e7ok me\u015fguld\u00fc \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc teyzemin geldi\u011fini duyan di\u011fer akrabalar bizde kalmaya geldi. Saatler ilerledik\u00e7e rak\u0131-i\u00e7me sohbeti koyula\u015ft\u0131 ve hi\u00e7 bitmedi. Gecenin sonunda gelen misafirlerin \u00e7o\u011fu bizde kald\u0131. <\/p>\n
Bu kadar kalabal\u0131k olunca yatacak yer s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 da oluyor tabi. T\u00fcm \u00e7ocuklara ve gen\u00e7lere (ayr\u0131ca) bir mola verdiler. Amcam\u0131n iki k\u0131z\u0131 yatakta yatmak zorunda kald\u0131, amcam\u0131n o\u011flu, erkek karde\u015fim, ikinci teyzemin o\u011flu ve ben hal\u0131 kapl\u0131 yerde yatmak zorunda kald\u0131k. \u00c7o\u011fumuz yolculuktan yorgun d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczden ve saat gece yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7ti\u011finden hepimiz uyuduk. Aniden uykumun ortas\u0131nda sanki biri beni uyand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi uyand\u0131m. R\u00fcyamda Arzu amcam\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131yla garip \u015feyler yap\u0131yordum ve bundan pa\u00e7ay\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p etrafa bakt\u0131m, herkesin k\u0131\u00e7\u0131nda pireler u\u00e7u\u015fuyordu. Arzu yatakta yan\u0131mda uyuyordu. Bir s\u00fcre izledikten sonra Arzu’yu \u00f6zlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. <\/p>\n
Bu arada Arzu 16 ya\u015f\u0131nda m\u00fckemmel bir bele, bal\u0131k etine ve g\u00fczel g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslere sahip bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu. Kendimi tutamad\u0131m, m\u0131zra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inden Arzu’nun bacaklar\u0131na dokunmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Uyanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce birden cesaretimi toplad\u0131m ve yava\u015f\u00e7a kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 ve bacaklar\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131kana kadar pikeyi \u00fczerine \u00e7ektim. Heyecandan ve yakalanma korkusundan \u00f6l\u00fcyordum, kalbim h\u0131zla \u00e7arp\u0131yordu. A\u011fabeyi yan\u0131mda yatarken bile i\u00e7imdeki dizginlenemeyen istek ve Arzu’nun uyand\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 biraz cesaret sayesinde, Arzu’nun bacaklar\u0131na belli belirsiz dokunmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Uyan\u0131rsa \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc yok deyip \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt\u00fcp yataca\u011f\u0131m… <\/p>\n
Ama Arzu uyanmad\u0131 ve elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a yukar\u0131 kayd\u0131r\u0131yorum. Onun yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kalbim neredeyse heyecandan patlayacakt\u0131. Yuvarlak bald\u0131rlar\u0131 ve avucumun i\u00e7i s\u0131cakt\u0131. Hen\u00fcz uyanmam\u0131\u015f olan Arzu’nun cesaretiyle biraz daha bask\u0131yla yan taraf\u0131na dokunmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ve elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na kayd\u0131rd\u0131m. Am\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve k\u0131vr\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 hissetti\u011fim an zevkten \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131yordum. \u0130lgin\u00e7 bir \u015fekilde, Desire uyanmad\u0131. Belki \u00e7ok uykusu vard\u0131r, ya uyan\u0131kt\u0131r ve konu\u015fmak ister, ya da uyan\u0131kt\u0131r ama korktu\u011fu i\u00e7in konu\u015famaz diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Her iki durumda da ses \u00e7\u0131karmaz. <\/p>\n
B\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek elimi \u00e7ok s\u0131cak olan am\u0131nda bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda gezdirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Arzu yan yatarken bir anda biraz hareket etti ve y\u00fcz \u00fcst\u00fc yatt\u0131. Heyecan\u0131ma ra\u011fmen uyuyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Elimi tekrar yava\u015f\u00e7a beline dolad\u0131m. Arzu’yu pijamas\u0131yla ovalarken bir yandan da \u015fortumu ve boxer\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ate\u015f etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Arzu bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeyince elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a pijamas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine kayd\u0131rd\u0131m. Kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fclotunun i\u00e7inden s\u0131kt\u0131m, elimi onunkine kayd\u0131rd\u0131m ve k\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131m. Sonra elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a k\u00fclotunun i\u00e7ine soktum. Oyuncaklar\u0131 yan\u0131yordu ve Arzu’nun dili tutulmu\u015ftu. <\/p>\n
Parma\u011f\u0131mla poposunu ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Arzu’nun hi\u00e7 hareket etmemesi bana b\u00fcy\u00fck zevk ve cesaret verdi. Onun k\u00fclotunun am\u0131na ilk geldi\u011fimde d\u00fcnya benimdi. S\u0131cak teri s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015ftu, Arzu da terliyordu. Arzu’nun k\u00fclotuyla birlikte pijamas\u0131n\u0131 da yava\u015f yava\u015f \u00e7\u0131karmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m, sonra ne olacak diye merak ettim. Dizlerimin \u00fcst\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde manzara muhte\u015femdi. Cesaretimi toplay\u0131p Arzu ve abisinin yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yata\u011fa gittim. Abisi daha \u00e7okhen\u00fcz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in uyand\u0131ktan sonra bile hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlam\u0131yor. Arzu’nun yan\u0131na uzand\u0131m ve boynundan \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Arzu’nun nefesi h\u0131zland\u0131 ama g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7mad\u0131. Pijamas\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00e7oraplar\u0131n\u0131 dizlerime indirdim ve Arzu’nun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck poposunu ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Oradan am\u0131n\u0131, sonra yine k\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131… B\u00fcy\u00fck bir zevkti, korku ve heyecan kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131! <\/p>\n
Sonra biraz indirdim ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Arzu’nun kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na yalad\u0131m. Dilim am\u0131na dokunduk\u00e7a Arzu’yla fl\u00f6rt etme iste\u011fim artt\u0131. Am\u0131ndan sonra kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ve giydi\u011fi ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fc biraz yukar\u0131 \u00e7ekerek onu \u00f6pmeye ve yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ne olursa olsun Arzu’nun k\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rmaya karar verdim. Yumu\u015fatmak i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ve dilimi yava\u015f\u00e7a k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck deli\u011fe soktum. Biraz yumu\u015fatt\u0131ktan sonra orta parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a Arzu’nun poposuna soktum. Ama parma\u011f\u0131m bile onun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na zar zor s\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre sonra parma\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7eri girmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Daha fazla dayanamad\u0131m, bir an \u00f6nce amcam\u0131n o\u011flunu \u015f\u0131martmak istedim. Yava\u015f\u00e7a aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m ve \u00fczerine uzand\u0131m. Kula\u011f\u0131na “Seni \u00e7ok seviyorum Arzu’cu\u011fum. Bunlar\u0131n hepsi aram\u0131zda kalacak tamam m\u0131?” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Sikimi Arzu’nun k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na koyarak dedim. Ama ne kadar denersem deneyeyim, penisim onun k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor. <\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l s\u00f6yleyece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken akl\u0131ma mutfaktan biraz zeytinya\u011f\u0131 almak geldi. Arzu’dan kalk\u0131p \u015fortumu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, hemen Arzu’yu giydim ve mutfa\u011fa gittim. Mutfakta \u00f6nce aletimi ya\u011flad\u0131m ve barda\u011fa barda\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6rtte birini dolduracak kadar zeytinya\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fcm ve odaya d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Arza’y\u0131 soyundu\u011fumda yine pijama ve k\u00fclot giydi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. O an Arzu’nun hen\u00fcz uyumad\u0131\u011f\u0131na %100 emindim. Uyan\u0131kt\u0131 ve muhtemelen konu\u015fmaktan korkuyordu. E\u011fer isterse, art\u0131k k\u00fclot ve pijama giyece\u011fini sanm\u0131yorum. Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve konu\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131nca Arzu’nun pijamas\u0131n\u0131 ve donunu dizlerine kadar \u00e7ektim. Sonra kavanozdan k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na biraz zeytinya\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fcm ve Arzu’nun k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sokarak ya\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Zeytinya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131\u00e7\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131ktan sonra, parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 bile k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na iki\u015fer iki\u015fer soktum. <\/p>\n
\u015eortumu tekrar \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve Arza’n\u0131n uzanmas\u0131na izin verdim. Arzu’nun k\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi s\u0131kmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ve aniden kafas\u0131 girdi. O s\u0131rada Arzu’dan k\u0131s\u0131k bir inilti geldi, battaniyeye sar\u0131ld\u0131 ve yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre bekledikten sonra yava\u015f\u00e7a t\u00fcm aletimi i\u00e7ine soktum. O s\u0131rada Arzu usul usul a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcne uzand\u0131, biraz bekledi, tamamen aletimin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ve kula\u011f\u0131na “Bitti bebe\u011fim, al\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n, aram\u0131zda kald\u0131!” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Arza’y\u0131 sakinle\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak dedim. Yava\u015f\u00e7a ileri geri gittim. Kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 ayak bile\u011fimin alt\u0131nda ezdim ve kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 tuttum, Arzu’nun yumu\u015fak a\u011flamas\u0131na ald\u0131rmadan. 10-15 dakika Arzu’nun k\u0131\u00e7\u0131 gibi olduktan sonra, hayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar sert bir \u015fekilde t\u00fcm menimi Arzu’nun k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na bo\u015faltt\u0131m. Bir s\u00fcre sonra \u00e7i\u015fimi k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na sokup \u00e7oraplar\u0131n\u0131 ve pijamalar\u0131n\u0131 giydirdim. Ya\u011fl\u0131 barda\u011f\u0131 al\u0131p mutfa\u011fa gittim, bula\u015f\u0131k makinesine koydum, gidip kendi yata\u011f\u0131ma uzand\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerim kapal\u0131 uyumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken Arzu’nun kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim. Odadan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p banyoya gitti. Muhtemelen kendini temizleyip yata\u011f\u0131na geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. <\/p>\n
Sabah uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda Arzu’yla hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi davrand\u0131k. Di\u011fer misafirler gidince ev bo\u015fald\u0131 ve Arzu yine k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fiyle kendi odas\u0131nda yatt\u0131. Onlar bizde kalana kadar (yakla\u015f\u0131k bir ay bizde kald\u0131lar) her gece herkes uyurken ben Arzu’nun odas\u0131na gider k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fi uyurken Arzu’nun poposunu tutard\u0131m. Arzu \u00f6nce hafif\u00e7e a\u011flad\u0131 ama sessizce uyuyor numaras\u0131 yapmaya devam etti. <\/p>\n
Ne zaman bizimle kalsa Arzu’yu yere seriyorum ve Arzu’nun sesi \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor. Bu durum Arzu 20’li ya\u015flar\u0131nda evlenene kadar devam etti. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlerinden bir y\u0131l sonra kocas\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131 ve birdenbire beni arad\u0131 ve beni g\u00f6rmek istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Bulu\u015ftuk ve hemen otele gittik. Sabaha kadar durmadan sava\u015ft\u0131k. Bu sefer Arzuyu’nun amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ok heyecanl\u0131y\u0131m. Bana ilk ba\u015fta (yakla\u015f\u0131k yedi veya sekiz ay) benden ayr\u0131lmak istedi\u011fini ama korktu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi.Konu\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi ama bir s\u00fcre sonra k\u0131\u00e7\u0131mdan zevk almaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ve sonra zevk i\u00e7in durdu. Oteldeki gecemizden birka\u00e7 hafta sonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir daire kiralad\u0131m ve d\u00f6\u015fedim. \u015eimdi amcam\u0131n o\u011fluyla neredeyse her g\u00fcn d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz. <\/p>\n
Herkese bol e\u011flenceli ve keyifli g\u00fcnler dilerim! <\/p>\n
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Herkese merhaba. Anlataca\u011f\u0131m olay\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda 22 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Hen\u00fcz \u00fcniversite \u00f6\u011frencisi oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in ailemle birlikte \u0130stanbul’da ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Amcam birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce teyzemden bo\u015fand\u0131 ve 3 \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":711,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/710"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=710"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/710\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/711"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=710"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=710"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sekshikayesi.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=710"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}