19 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m -Tiped k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z.
\nBir s\u00fcreli\u011fine takip ettim, sana bir s\u00fcre anlataca\u011f\u0131m.
\nBeni g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bir \u015fekilde ald\u0131 ve 6 ay boyunca b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fehre ula\u015faca\u011f\u0131z
\nKocam gitmeden \u00f6nce yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, sadece seni sevmeye kald\u0131m
\nSviymeyrahaha olmadan gittim ve ben ger\u00e7ek leyla mse’mizle yarenli.
\nKonu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fcst katta Usta’n\u0131n iste\u011fi konusunda endi\u015felendim
\n samimi
\nyaran\u0131n elde edilemeyece\u011fi i\u00e7in \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck ve bir gece 3,4 kez
\nBana berbat oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi, bu arada \u00e7ok heyecanl\u0131yd\u0131m ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck
\nOdan\u0131n kendimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc s\u00f6yleyen bir nab\u0131z gibi oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledim
\nKocam\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yeterince yetersiz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledim ve evime gittim ama
\nBenim yerimde tutam\u0131yorum, kendi ba\u015f\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sola do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n
\n\u00c7\u0131plak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ve kedi sildim, kedi i\u00e7ine buz koy ama
\nRahat de\u011filim
\nYan\u0131yordum, adam\u0131 izlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m, adam saat 8’de 9: 00’da gidiyor
\n Geliyor, sabah erkenden ki\u015fiyi uyand\u0131rmal\u0131 ve erken kalkmal\u0131y\u0131m ve
\nKap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledim, sonunda kap\u0131n\u0131n hemen a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydum
\n Bana kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00f6\u011frettim ve ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 tamir ettim
\nAdam yava\u015f\u00e7a ince bir elbisesi oldu\u011funu g\u00f6steriyor
\nMerdivenlerin merdivenleri oldu\u011funu duydum, adam arkamdayd\u0131, bana \u00e7ok bak <\/p>\n

Odan\u0131n yan\u0131na giden yolu koydum ve bana g\u00fcnayd\u0131n ve
dedim
\nP\u0131ht\u0131la\u015fmaya teslim edildi, eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve kendime girerek hayal ettim
\nMutluyum, geceleri beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m ama sonunda
\nAk\u015fam kap\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131na girdi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
\nD\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m ve bekledim. Merdivenler gitti
\nArkamda durdu ve beni k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kapatma i\u00e7in almaya ba\u015flad\u0131
\nBeni benim i\u00e7in getirdi ve i\u00e7eri ald\u0131, yak\u0131nda boynunun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc
\nSabah\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131 ve beni in\u015fa etmem i\u00e7in b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin yapamayaca\u011f\u0131
\nAya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m ve onu almam\u0131 ve soymam\u0131 istedim.
\nOnu acele etti\u011fimde geri d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc adam bir ay\u0131 gibiydi
\n A\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k sa\u00e7la kapl\u0131,
‘den alaca\u011f\u0131m
\nAnanas\u0131m dick, korkar\u0131m onu \u200b\u200byiyemem – <\/p>\n

Yerden ezmemi s\u00f6yledim, darbemi a\u011fz\u0131ma koy ve yemeyi reddediyorum
\n Bu patlad\u0131ktan sonra 5.10 dakika b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m
\nSize y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczde bir yerde semeninde y\u0131kand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemem.
\nEklenece\u011fimi s\u00f6yledi, sormaya ba\u015flad\u0131m, alamad\u0131m, beni alamad\u0131m
\nSana s\u00f6yledim ama senden mutlu olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledi, beni yere koy
\n \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc seviyorum, b\u00f6ylece duraca\u011f\u0131m
\nBana ba\u011fl\u0131 yaralarla vurdum
\n Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p gerisini koyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledi, Tanr\u0131m
\n Ate\u015f g\u00f6zlerimden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, onu iki ve ikiye al\u0131rd\u0131.
\nKa\u00e7 kez ula\u015ft\u0131m dorigate
\nSonuna gelece\u011fimi biliyorum, gelece\u011fimi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, bana bo\u015falma s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim
\nHamile olabilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi ve senin gibi lanet olas\u0131
\nBana do\u011fum yapmak i\u00e7in onurumu onurland\u0131rmam\u0131 s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim …… k\u0131\u00e7\u0131m fuck ve ben
\nSize \u00e7iftlikteki lanet orta\u011f\u0131 hakk\u0131nda bilgi verece\u011fim <\/p>\n

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